April 13th

Dear God,

dear-god:

Please take care of my daddy. I keep having dreams nightmares about how he’s going to die. I keep having the same ones. I love him very much, so please. Take care of him. I love you.

♥ me.

Okay God, this is a lame attempt of me talking to You but after seeing this, I thought I’d try.

God, I can’t sleep. I don’t know why. I mean, okay I think I do, but I’m not quite sure it’s the exact reason. All I know is I saw a few scary things in the past in the middle of the night and now I’m afraid to fall asleep again. & whenever I do, I always wake up, jumping out of my body scared shitless at the exact same times they appeared. I should trust in the fact that You’re there, and You’ll always keep me safe. I just remember that last time, when I asked You not to make them show up, they did. :c Please let me sleep properly again. I’m so tiiired. :c & Please help me learn to trust in You again, not only with things unknown, but especially my fears. Thank You.

You already know this but I love You, and I know You love me too. You keep showing me and giving me reasons to prove it every single day. Thank You very much.

I can’t wait to be in Your arms. Someday. :]

My family & friends, please keep them safe and always happy. & Help them believe in themselves too. Help them keep being better, always.

Amen.

<3, Your daughter. 

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